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  A hint of love What does love mean? happiness or sadness, everything or nothing, being loved or getting hurt I search for love everywhere in every person, and still, I couldn't find the meaning of love or LOVE. For sure, it is hard to find. I guess searching for love is a kind of suffering that can't be erased until the correct person treats us. It could be anytime, anywhere, anyone. Love has no limits, as well as any discrimination. We people always create limits and standardized discrimination according to our love prospects and our mindset and understanding of the concept of love. It is never the love but the person. who thinks sometimes love is absurd. As I told I am still searching for the meaning of love, but I haven't found the best one but in this process. I have been rewarded with a few things that made me search for love in the right places and in the right persons.    Love is like getting wet in the rain, spreading your hands wide, and letting yourselves...

  It's okay, it happens. Do you have a guilty feeling about something that haunts you more than anything in your own world? Then let me rephrase it again.  Are you afraid that your guilt destroyed your own world? Yes , most of us still suffer from feeling guilty without knowing the purpose of it and I was one of them I was struggling so bad that I had all other things too like depression, anxiety, sadness, grief, and anger, but couldn't find an answer for it, of course, it was tough at the beginning not knowing about this kind of things but now I just get used to it and I don't worry about it. It is a common thing in this generation. I came to know it when I started using social media, then I came to know that many out there are suffering the same as me and all,  I want to tell you one thing. That is, don't worry, it is okay, it happens.  If you come to circumstances where you have to push yourself to the unreal side of yourself. Or being the person you don'...

I couldn't forget you... It was hard to forget someone who was everything to us, or at least we thought they were. Love never appeals like in the movies or books; real-life love is shit. I t was tough to forget them. When we knew so much about them that we could talk with them without actually speaking, we could understand them. Even though we are at the peak of forgetting them, letting them go, vanishing them away from our memories, their past with us makes us remember them. The song you both loved together, their favorite food, color, film, and things, we remember them again. Unable to let go but accidentally holding them mentally and reminding us that they were the best, and it was our mistake to let go, even if it was a toxic relationship. At the end of the day, love wins everything, right? Couldn't be the same old person.   We change, but their reminder makes changes too. Turning back to see how far we have traveled without them, without the loved person we used to talk, ...

WHAT DESCRIBES YOU? HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT ABOUT WHAT REALLY DESCRIBES YOU? OR WHAT WAS THE THING THAT YOU LIKED THE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF? OR HAVE YOU JUST EVER WONDERED WHAT YOU WANTED TO BE? OR WHAT WERE YOU LIKE? OR WHAT We have always had this one thought running in our minds, and we haven't given it much thought. No one ever wonders about such a thing unless they realize they are struggling for something that really matters to them but are incapable of owning it. Speaking the truth I was one of them, of course, I really was a bad bitch to my parents who described me as an unlimitedly irresponsible person who is talkative and not effective as a daughter should be and some friends described me as not really a friend because they already had one and finally my teachers who described me as "fit for nothing" category and last but not least THE RELATIVES - who are so fond of grumbling at each and everything they see or tell which absolutely SUCKS!   According...

What is my problem? We all have situations where we find our inner self fighting for some attention or space for us, and earn it by ourselves. What if you know that you can overcome that situation easily? What do other people want from us? Why do they haunt us? What wrong did we do? Can't we teenagers live peacefully?  well, we have been through certain situations which have haunted us for years or more but never less and I had many such situations that I can list things and I didn't know what to do but what I did was let myself wander in silence or thoughts that made me feel guilty or lost but it never lasted long because I was always busy getting myself into trouble unless I knew i was suffering in my mistakes I was sad because I had no undo button in that just like these words can be undone in this app all I wanted was someone to be my side or people near me to understand me it was like Steve jobs resigning his job and people understanding me are same they don't ...