I couldn't forget you...

It was hard to forget someone who was everything to us, or at least we thought they were.

Love never appeals like in the movies or books; real-life love is shit.

It was tough to forget them. When we knew so much about them that we could talk with them without actually speaking, we could understand them. Even though we are at the peak of forgetting them, letting them go, vanishing them away from our memories, their past with us makes us remember them. The song you both loved together, their favorite food, color, film, and things, we remember them again. Unable to let go but accidentally holding them mentally and reminding us that they were the best, and it was our mistake to let go, even if it was a toxic relationship. At the end of the day, love wins everything, right? Couldn't be the same old person. 

 We change, but their reminder makes changes too. Turning back to see how far we have traveled without them, without the loved person we used to talk, laugh, see, make memories with, and write new chapters together with our love. Their love makes us cry, desperate, pathetic, begging for them again and again. But it is compulsive to leave them for good and lead our life without them, and worry, thinking it would have been better if we had them with us. 

 Once we make it a habit, it gets easy and hard to remember them. Once we were the person who had many crushes (in case of hopeless romantic), and *I am one. Falling for them, trying every way to know something about them, desperate enough to talk to them, get to know them, get their attention, to finally confess and love them not one-sidedly (if your confession didn't get rejected), and having first fights to cute romantic moments, then finally to part your ways. It is a long path of travel, but a good one to remember even after it had its ending in the past. 

 It is always right to go back in the past and remember them. We are grateful to them in some ways because they helped us learn a good lesson and overcome a difficult situation. It's okay, we all had some daydreaming moments with them or "I am highly obsessed with you" kinda times. But think, it was then, not now, and you are not the same person to make the same mistake again. Still, as everyone says, at some point in life, we get stuck with the m and a part of them remains with us forever, er and it does get erased too at some point in life. 

 We may never get the chance to know the removal of them from us, but I promise you that it will get erased in its own magical way, as it fills us with another person, which may seem too surreal to accept, but at the end of the day. It's what it is, nothing but just LOVE! In this process of loving one, leaving them, forgetting them, healing from them, and finally accepting the reality and leading life by learning and correcting yourselves as each person passes by us, teaching us something invisible, leaving the highlights to suffer and vanish into thin air. 

 In some moments, some people may seem valuable, but more than them. You and your own time are valuable, so prioritize things in life according to you, not for others or by others.